I've been through a lot even though I'm still so young

It's been like heaven and hell, pleasure and pain all at once

So many people said so many painfull things.

And I often used to cry, but sometimes I was just so fucking angry

And once in a while I actually felt happiness, and maybe you could even see me smile

And from all this shit that I went through, I didn't learn anything, I can see that now...

What I once thought made me stronger, wasn't really making me more than just a bitch.