They told me each day

I can still recall the way I felt

Some words can I never say

Cause the pain is a rock in my throat

The words still hurt

I know it's been years since

But I still don’t feel like I'm worth

The beautiful words nowadays

Every compliment I get

Is another bandage

I cry my heart all wet

Of the love, but is it for real?

Every word I say

Is somehow mean

I am trying my best

To let go, and love you

But the pain I feel

It is not fair

I inflict it on to those I love

I hurt them each day

It destroys me too

But I can't help it

I am sorry

I am sorry